maxzpeh

i do feel it

2011-08-14T07:29:00.000-07:00

我以为我会哭
但是我没有
我只是怔怔望着你的脚步
给你我最后的祝福
这何尝不是一种领悟
让我把自己看清楚
虽然那共爱的痛苦
将日日夜夜
在我灵魂最深处
我以为我会报复
但是我没有
当我看到我深爱过的男人
竟然像孩子一样无助
这何尝不是一种领悟
让你把自己看清楚
被爱是奢侈的幸福
可惜你从来不在乎
啊!一段感情就此结束
啊!一颗心眼看要荒芜
我们的爱若是错误
愿你我没有白白受苦
若曾真心真意付出
就应该满足
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首来时路的每一步
都走的好孤独
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
我以为我会报复
但是我没有
当我看到我深爱过的男人
竟然像孩子一样无助
这何尝不是一种领悟
让你把自己看清楚
被爱是奢侈的幸福
可惜你从来不在乎
啊!一段感情就此结束
啊!一颗心眼看要荒芜
我们的爱若是错误
愿你我没有白白受苦
若曾真心真意付出
就应该满足
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首来时路的每一步
都走的好孤独
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首来时路的每一步
都走的好孤独
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦

2011-07-23T10:06:00.001-07:00

busy day
lonely day
sad day

tats my saturday

hope sunday is a better day

爱情怎么让每个人都心碎

2011-06-18T11:47:00.000-07:00

城市一片漆黑
谁都不能看见谁
除非紧紧依偎
我让自己喝醉
没有你我就不能入睡
整夜又整夜的徘徊
我说过我绝对
不会后悔
寂寞是被原谅的罪
爱情怎么让每个人
都心碎
怎么去安慰
爱情怎么让每个人
都流泪
你的泪烫伤我的脸
那一次我尝到伤悲
我的泪烫伤我的脸
从此就再也说不出
我爱谁

in the middle of the night

2011-02-28T13:00:00.000-08:00

i wana sleep
i cant
i wana stop having thoughts that are constantly running in my mind
i cant
and i m staring into the computer screen not knowin wat to type

..........

after all this while

2010-08-26T09:47:00.000-07:00

so much have change, yet it seems so much is still the same.
it has been so long... but why haven i gotten use to it? shoudlnt i?
there is still as many questions that is awaiting answers...
sometimes i m just convinced that there isnt answers to them...
but at many times... i m still waiting...
time really flies...
very soon it be the end of 2010 ...

i realy wonder what is ahead for me
yah many people will tell me... its u ... me who will detemine wats ahead for me.
but do u really tink so?
is it so simple to jus move on and plan ahead?

as each day passes... i can sense the loneliness that lies ahead comes closer... its scary
but i m askin myself?why m i so afraid of loneliness? what is tere to be afraid of?
but i do fear

they are things that changes over time
but how many of these things can we let go ? and how many of these things we will be holdin on so tightly even though we noe that it has changed... to the better?i aint too sure

cancerian yes i m ... but y cant i b like those not so emotional cancerian?

when will i grow out of all these?

when will i stop feeling tis way?

i miss

june

2009-06-10T22:47:00.000-07:00

its my month....
very soon i be 27.
and all of a sudden i m thinking of what have i achieved?
i think i have achieved alot.
but the last thing on my list is money.
haiz, how long more to have a more substaintial income?
its been a long time since i have write here.
nothing much happen over these period.
still doing the same thing- gym, tennis, vb, running, movies, etc
just a additional thing i m picking up, the art of make up.
hope i can do well for that.
been quite stress about that

a thought:
sometimes i just wonder why close frens drift apart.
hate this feelings...
hope everything is fine for you.

so i noe

2009-04-25T10:48:00.000-07:00

i thought when i felt tat i m not been appreciated is jus because i tink too much n over sensitive. but today i realise i m not been over sensitive.
i m totally unappreciated. not even tat, more than under appreciated...
i m all angry, sad, frustrated, helpless, disouraged, insulted.
once again i hear n c words tat i dunt deserve at all.
i thght u realise u shldnt treat me tat way again
but once again u did...

i m totally hurted
deeper

yes i deserved
idiot

finally

2009-03-08T06:09:00.000-07:00

although its jus one song _)
happy

max

2009-01-25T07:45:00.000-08:00

i have learnt a new lesson today

tere isnt much point workin yr ass off durin cny period as it doesnt pay off both ways... both in money aspect n appreciaton aspect
it will never b enough...
work n work n work
still not enough... will b even blame for not takin in more clients when i already only haf time to go toilet twice.
ha funny? i tink i find myself pretty stupid.
thks to the one who i love... i supposed... shall revise it thoroughly.

yah for e first time i thght the person is not worth for my love.
i agreed.
did i say all tis out of spite?or not... but i really do tink so...
hurting as it is ...
life still goes on

thks for wakin me up by sayin all tese hurtful comments.
it makes me realise how idiot i m to u
how DIGUSTING i m to u
how unworthy to u

u deserve better ones
hope u can find then
gd luck to someone who dun even noe e very basic of showin love upfront

life

2008-12-04T08:18:00.000-08:00

its e same.

...

is e world full of sadness

2008-09-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

i hope u b fine, hope u feel better
stay strong, n b positive

- tis is what i would like to tell my vocal trainer... nicole

i tink its sometin i mus tell myself too

_______________________________________________________________________________
there are many paths in life, all leading in every which way.
at times it may be too dark to see the paths, or we may choose the paths that says no entry.however the paths we choose make for the people that we are.
without this walk in life we get bored tired, n stagnant.we lose that spark that every human being jas, that light, that life.
be who you wan to be, walk where u wana walk, say wat u wana say love who u wana love and make life what you wan to make it.
dun wait till it is too late to do the tings you never had the courage to do before. live it, dun regret it.
when the fight begins himself, a man's worth someting,remember that everyting you do in life whether positively or negatively depends entirely on you.be motivated, haf faith. you always had & always noe tis: you are not alone

is this wat i need to live with?

2008-08-27T07:34:00.000-07:00

had been havin this headache for many days
yest finally went to c e doc,,,
the medicine isnt workin
went again today
doc say i most likely too stress causing tis migraine
how can i not b stress?
i been stress for so long
n now e headache is here
migraine never really go away
i m worried i will haf tis kind of headache every now n then from now on
e poudnin is like hell
it makes my mind very stressful
sleepless nights
feelin uptight
stress

i must learn to relax.
haf a peace of mind

Taking Chances again

2008-08-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

anybody ever tell you tat you re not home?
hollow shelf of a man without a soul
never ever felt your warmth cause you re always cold
only thing that makes sense is lettin go
anybody tell you that you got nerve
treating my love like jus another word
tired of givin love to that you dun derserve
so this is my way of sayin its over
cause i got nothing left
i got nothing left
i got nothing left
i gave you my best and u treated it worthless
so i got nothing left
anybody ever tell you tat u gotta learn
trust and respect are two things you mus earn
when it came to lovin me you jus werent concerned
you never gave a damn so i guess its my turn
casue i got nothing left
i got nothing left
i got nothing left
so done with you
baby we are through
so done, we are through
cause i ve got nothing left
i got nothin left
i got nothing left

e lyrics of this song - i wish i have e courage to say it out

2008-08-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

hurt

2008-05-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

its hurting
now tat it has come to tis, i wonder if it really gd?or jus a excuse tats easier to say - part

recently someone told me

"max
i can see tat u treasure alot the times u spend wif *
and also love * as who * is
but at the same time tere is alot of things tat u wish for, that * couldnt give u"

n someone else said
"max, i can see tat * love u alot"

i truely understand, y mus our character be so different?

i doesnt wana find tis missin pleasure somewhere else

Do u noe how i feel?

lost

come support me yah

2008-04-24T21:45:00.000-07:00

i b doin a singin gig tis 3rd may
tickets goin at $6 wif one drink
let me noe if any of u guys keen yah ;)

we thght it will work

2008-04-15T10:29:00.000-07:00

at e point when both of us c a pinch of hope
here comes e blindfold again
all i c is black ahead

tired of it
indeed i m

tryin to b happy here

friday

2008-04-04T01:44:00.000-07:00

friday
its friday
guess many will b happy _)
i m tryin to
but it seems so diifcult
i jus wana do someting on tis fri nite
don wana head home after work
wat can i do?
i guess notin much i could do anyway
where has all my frens gone too?
i realise i haf very few frens
miserable

i miss her

2008-03-28T08:54:00.001-07:00

y has it come to tis point of no return?

2008-03-25T08:44:00.000-07:00

has it come to a point of no return?
e day i m so afraid of seems like comin very soon
nobody is doin anytin
cos nobody noes wat can b done
yes i miss tis
yes i don wana lose it
but wat can i do?
cos i noe its not workin
tats y i really dono wat i can do
can someone tell me wat to do?
i noe no one can tell me wat to do
my heart is so painful
but i cant show
i can show no one
i can tel no one
no point tellin
its really suffocatin
tats y i decided to write here.

nobody will understand

2008-03-20T22:40:00.000-07:00

nobody understand
i m not talking because i dont know what to say anymore
i m not talking because i dont know what should i say anymore
i m not talking because i dont know what can i say anymore
i m not talking because i dont know what can be done
so whats the point in talkin anymore.
so i chose to keep quiet
and i shall be quiet from now on.

jus not gd

2008-03-20T01:19:00.000-07:00

havin nitemares
recieved bad news abt my frens
not don my work gd enough
feelin tired
not been happy
feelin empty
will i ever get a true fren?
will everyting b fine?
do i do gd for my work?
suddenly everytin seems so far away...
n i feel all by myself

i m jus F-ck up

very nice song...touchin melody

2008-03-09T21:40:00.001-07:00

loh hor

2008-03-05T21:51:00.000-08:00

its raining alot recently
where is e sun?
y so gloomy weather
i like rain
but i like e sun as well

london/paris

2008-02-27T21:47:00.001-08:00

ahhh i look so ugly in tis pic...but its e only one tat has brian in it ... n david... we didn take any of yr pic leh...

2008-02-20T19:17:00.000-08:00

y?

2008-02-20T19:01:00.000-08:00

y do someone wake up in middle of e night wif all e dreams tat u wished didnt even come to yr mind?makes u feel so uptight n suffocating?
sometimes its not tat u didnt try hard enough... how ever hard u try, y it jus don seems right?
sometimes i will blame it on myself... cos mayb ,my hard isnt hard enough?
teres no right or wrong.
its jus differences.
is tat all?
is tere anytin more tat can b done?
sarah brightman...thks for addin on so much to my thoughts.
btw i jus bought sarah brightman latest album- symphony
it might not fit everyone elses taste.but its jus nice to listen to tis sort of music n voice at times...all high up n brings u far away
but when it all ends... u r back to where u r.
ha wat happen?n y m i so emo ... talia... we ve become e same kind of people

carry on n carry on n i will stay strong
(i will be with you( where the lost ones go) )

btw check tis out... nice fotos - www.sarah-brightman.com

空白格

2008-01-10T09:02:00.000-08:00

其实很简单其实很自然
两个人的爱由两人分担
其实并不难是你太悲观
隔著一道墙不跟谁分享
不想让你为难
你不再需要给我个答案
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘分

Taking Chances

2007-11-22T08:25:00.000-08:00

What do you say to takin chances?
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there is a solid ground below
Or a hand to hold
Or hell to pay
What do you say?

not so gd/ so gd

2007-11-20T08:03:00.001-08:00

i jus checked my friendster n came across one of my secondary schoolmates...n i m really happy to find out tat she is married
i feel happy for her...
n thrgh her pics i can see she is happy... n e things she wrote too
wish her all e best n may it last till death do them apart... which i believe it will

all of a sudden... i miss my old days alot again...
but life still goes on
gettin married sounds so gd...

it jus sounds gd to find a life partner
does it sounds as gd if marryin isnt part of e picture?
hmmm...???

bangkok

2007-11-19T07:59:00.000-08:00

its been a short but nice trip...
shop n eat
shop n eat
shop n eat
n e last day
vomit 5 times
lao sah 7 times
it was quite a scary experience
but beside tese
its a very interesting trip

i really love tis song... sad song... not cos i sing... but e song is sad... listen to e lyrics

2007-10-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

ha diff pic... n i look like them ? ha...

2007-10-22T09:12:00.000-07:00

hmmm do i look like them?i don tink so ha

2007-10-22T08:27:00.000-07:00

u r sweet/ u r not

2007-10-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

i m happy u did sometin today
but does it mean tat tml will b fine?n all will b gd?
i dono
i m glad tat u still remb me
but does it mean tat tml will b fine?n all will b gd?
i dono
i m touch when u remb wat i like
but doesn it mean tat tml will b fine?n all will b gd?
i dono
i m relieve when u still care to sms me
but does it mean tat tml will b fine?n all will b gd?
i dono

its not tat i don need u.
its not tat i dun tink abt u.
its not tat i dun care.
its not tat i hate u.
its tat i dono wats e outcome.
its tat i cant see e road lay ahead of us.
its tat i cant bear to let go cos i dono wats right to do.
its tat i cant see us so unhappy all so many times.
its tat i wan to b happy.
n its tat i wan u to b happy too.
how to?
tell me, can someone tell me?
(i noe none haf e answer,only time will tell)

questions?or facts?

2007-10-08T09:35:00.001-07:00

moments of sweetness ...
endless of heartpain
is tis love?

...

2007-09-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

...
sometimes life is so unassured
honestly speakin, it has been for a long time
i m jus tryin to b positive
n tats all i can do ... tellin myself to stay positive
but humans get tired at times dont we?
but after the tireness, we shall perk up n move on
i wan my faith back
i still have it, jus that i have to keep reminding myself of it.cos its so unsure now.
...
finally, i m gettin up earlier for a swim n tan today.thks for e sun to b tere
n glad to meet up my bro n xy for dinner -) n of cos get to c gan...who is always so ahppy go lucky.i tink i should learn more of tat yah.

gd luck

2007-08-29T04:29:00.001-07:00

i m askin myself many questions recently
is it worth goin on?i dono
is it goin to work?i dono
but now i ve no choice but to go on
if things remains e same, i doubt so its gona work
i hope it will improve
me by my own, i haf limted strengths
i hope i can do more... n make it work. but i ve tried my best
mayb my best isnt gd enough?
i dono
i fear e future...
i fear wat will happen
but fear isnt bringin me anywhere
so don fear?
its hard not to
cos my future lies in tis
i dono
i guess not only me myself havin doubts
i told u ... but will u listen?
i hope u will b rite
all i can do is to haf faith n hope it all works.
all e best to tis

...

2007-08-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

dono...
jus heard abt my close girl fren...
y ended?does everyting comes to an end?
i dono if its for everyones benefit.
i hope so.
life isnt e same anymore
n i wonder how long this will go on...
sometimes dont we jus wished to b a kid again?
eat, sleep, play is all we noe?
tinkin of tat makes me smile- finally :)
end of e day ... m i smiling?

spend all your time waiting for that second chance, for a break that will make it oki,
there is always a reason to feel not gd enough and its hard at the end of the day,
i need some distrcations, oh beautiful release, memory seeps from my veins,
let me be empty and weightless and mayb i will find some peace tonight,
in the arms of an angel, fly away from here, from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear, your are pulled from the wreakage of your slient riverie. you re in the arms of the angel, may you find some comort here, so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn, theres vultures n thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lie, that you make up for all that you lack, it dont make a difference, escaping one last time, its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh, this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees, you re in the arms of the angel,
may you find some comfort here

why?

2007-08-05T08:00:00.000-07:00

it seems like god has play a joke on me
i haf achieve nothing
its all back to the start again
can i do it all over again?

i hope i can
i hope i can
i hope i can

thanks guys n gals... =)

2007-06-25T09:07:00.000-07:00

hi guys n gals,
thanks for all e things u guys n gals done for my 25 birthday
i m really touched n happy :)
willnt forget e sentosa night- nice food, nice company
e sunday sentosa volleyball - nice play, nice sun, nice compnay
monday marche dinner- nice food, nice tok, nice company
its a nice fullfillin three days
THANKS

max

are u listening?

2007-06-11T10:01:00.000-07:00

check her out

new album

reminds me of faye wong singing...

finally someone who can sing wif her soul

i willnt say u will like her songs in this album when u first listen to it

but after listenin it again n again

i love it...

its so full of live n tis is wat i call music

not commercial

not at all

http://www.doloresoriordan.ie/

sentosa- gone

2007-06-11T09:31:00.000-07:00

tis is how e sentosa harbour looks like now

think its fully gone by now

= (

pictures

2007-05-18T09:36:00.000-07:00

jus some fotos i took using my hp over e past months (resolution pretty bad sorry )

mus take a gd look at this foto.it is no longer tere in sentosa

taken on 24042007

... now it has been demolished :(

some drinks me n my frens drink at coastes (sentosa)
like e right side one- pina colada

vivo marche- i like tis outlet alot... very nice cottage settings :)

though e food variety is lesser over here

the phantom of opera - 080507

yah tats how far we sit.but gd show still

tis is a picture of my sis

did her hair for a competition ...but win nothing ;)

oki...tired of loading pictures... update again

i m back

2007-05-12T23:39:00.000-07:00

hi i m back to updating after a long period of time of unable to log in to my blog...
n at last i notice i haf mistaken another log in username n used a wrong one... tats y cant log in
stupid me ah
recently still busy wif work... glad to haf done nat hair recently... hey hey hey ... catch that "babe" ah... her hair is wonderful... note: tat doesnt mean her face not as wondeful ah ;)
n shawna :) glad she like n is comfortable wif wat i do loh... so next time = bleaching n continue to "click"click"click" ha
jus watched wolf creek again yest at home... ( caught it in e movies last year ) its a very nice show i tink - gross, but informative... telling us to b extra careful when we r overseas... catch it guys...
recently i m glad tat e sun is out again, but busy wif work so doesnt haf tat much time to go tanned...hopefully tuesday wil b a sunny day :)

dono wat to write again
brian its been quite a while since u updated yr blog ah
n nat ... any more continuation of yr cabby story?ha

i guessed u guys r e only people who will read tis bah...
take gd cares guys -)

.-.

2007-04-09T08:59:00.000-07:00

tuesday jus arrive
my off day
hope it b a hot n sunny one
so i can go n do my outdoor stuff
notin much as usual... jus tat its been sometimes since i updated anyting here
jus some small thing to update
so happy tat i m able to play vb once again with my vb frens :) njoy playin vb... all along... n glad i got to do it last fri cos its in e morning n i can go for it b4 i hit for work
hope u guys play more on morning yah ha
been a long time since i can go for a proper tanned... cos its always raining during my off day... n thats e only day i can go for a tanned... usually if not will b a quick swim upstairs ha
so cant catch much of e sun

i jus write since i m free n bored :)
entertain myself... kind of bah ha
will continue entertaining myself sometimes soon

=)

life?

2007-03-13T03:16:00.000-07:00

its a tuesday
-off day
-do- notin- day
-no sun day
-rainin day
-pissed off day

its a bad day
anyway... jus another bad day

2007-03-01T08:29:00.000-08:00

krabi...

2007-02-28T07:52:00.000-08:00

hi long time never update lobut will like upate tis foto...
jus got back from krabi...n i love tis place :)

我真的想

2007-02-12T07:03:00.000-08:00

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼
我想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

有人知道我的感受嗎﹖

updates

2007-01-30T07:11:00.000-08:00

sorry...forgot to say abt e venue ya
e performance will b at around 8pm tis sat...
i tink it starts at ard 7... but our segment will b at ard 8 bah
=)

hi

2007-01-29T07:22:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since i last updated.busy with work
tiring...
will be workin everyday till chinese new year lo
so wana cut/color/treatment/ or any chemical services come find k
...come find me bah...i be at e salon everyday
: (
= )
b doin a performance outside tao payoh libary..its singin of ke yao song... sometin new for me ... i haf never sang those songs before...interested in chiong yao?can come c lo ha
cai lilian will b e main lead... i b doin a duet with her...
oso dono wat to update liao leh

is tis a saturday?

2007-01-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

yes today is saturday...
as usual haf to work for e day...
after work hopin someting interesting to happen... go out to some nice place..chill out...
notin happen
didn go out
tml work again...
monday work again...
tuesday off :) hopes it doesnt rain anymore please...
life is jus so boring
beside work... is work... if not is a off day tats always wet n can do noting :(
jus hope tat tuesday b a sunny day... tats all i asked for... isnt it simple?
n all i wish for is some interestin things to spark up my life after my work... if not i m only work...

oki... dono wat else to tok about for e time being... update again bah

rainy

2007-01-09T07:30:00.000-08:00

thought e rainy seasons is over... happily waited for tis off day of mine... wana get myself some sun ...
BUT... woke up to a dark day... e rain wash away all my moods :(
did notin constructive durin e day... mayb e nap i did is consider constructive ... cos hope it will give me more energy for work till e next off day
fortunately... did sometin heathly towards e evening
went for a run... nice run... ran across imh... though i stay really near to imh... but i didn went all e way into it before... remb once i went for a run n i ran into e entrance... but it seems really dark ... so i turn back n took another path... today we took e path into imh...
its a very nice place to jog or run actually... cos its windy after e rain... it seems endless n most of all no pedestrians blockin u.don really noe how far we ran... but it feels gd to do tat.
weather is gd for sleep i guessed... so sleep well bah... hope you sleep well
tml is another start of a whole week of work... hope it b e smooth n fun one
pray hard tat next tuesday b a really sunny day ...
btw saw wat u did nat :) e clips ha... u guys really haf a lot to tok ya ... n btw i tink i look very ugly in e clips... but its fun ... espc watchin e drama goin on ha.
its a coolin nite.. my bro is asleep lo... mayb i should go sleep oso bah... jus read tis from menshealth "10 things to do in e new year"- do not feel its a waste of time to sleep before midnight. i totally agree to it sometimes ha .. but actually we should agree to it all e time... but it is jus a bad bad bad habit tat i don go to bed before mignight.. didn do it on purpose... but will jus stretch n do notin important till late then head for bed...
mayb we should all make tis resolutions- sleep once we haf notin to do
wonder who will read this chunk of uninteresting writings... jus feel tat quite some time never update lo.. so should write something bah
alrighty, gd nitez n sweetest dreams

New year? gd one?ha

2007-01-01T07:44:00.000-08:00

its not a gd start for me
haf been a very bad first day of e year
wat had happen?
everyting has changed
my life has changed
i m stuck in a situation where i cant go anywhere
i m not happy
i smile, i laugh, i crack jokes... but i m not happy anymore
i miss myself

ho ho ho

2006-12-25T08:48:00.000-08:00

didn get to write anytin for e past few days...
tired
so ... MErry Christmas
check tis out ... http://ecard.sanook.com/viewcard.php?cardid=EC02544850&pin=BPJUNP5LM3

tis christmas has been a very quiet one indeed.not a very happy one... anyway its over...
so jus look forward to watever comes ...

thks jo ( thgh i don tink she will even see tis post ha) for yr present... its e only present i got for tis christmas... n thks to adeline n doreen.. got yrs too earlier on... so 3 in total ...WAO SO MANY AH ;(
i always love christmas... but tis christmas is one tat i feel most sad... of cos not bcos of e number of present i got... but sometin else make me upset...

anyway it has already passed... i shall look forward... (decieving myself? mayb i m bah ha)
how times flies... i miss all e things years back... when i was in e poly... so carefree... so fun...i miss e days when i was in e academy.. stressed.. but its nice to haf frens to learn n work together... its all so fun

now... facin e reality...
e nite has come n i tink i m tokin rubbish again ...
haf a great week ahead to all

really cold nitez

2006-12-19T07:53:00.000-08:00

its a very "wet" day...
did noting much for e day.
glad to haf met up wif nat, adeline, doreen, n sean...
had a gd dinner ... had a fun chat ...

yah got my hair highlighted wif a khaki green ... like e color...
i jus took in to e salon ... blue, violet, orange, pink, dark violet, etc color ... from korea... very interestin to do creative shadin with... hope to play wif my creative more in colors...

some one asked me,,, do i haf split personalities?ha... i started to ask myself...mayb i really do haf?
sometimes i really feel so carefree... yet sometimes i feel so insecure... wats happening? hmm tink it should b normal bah...
tink it gettin late lo... e more emotional me finding its way out again...shall jus stop here...

alrighty update soon again...
gd nitez......

cold cold cold night still...

2006-12-18T06:34:00.000-08:00

its a cold night once again...

jus got back home from salon... tiring... body aching ...

notin special to talk about...

some more pics on my shanghai trip .

btw... check out tis link ... ha ... did a perfomance for my school concert some time back...
hmm jus for u guys who didn get to go for it ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oageePi6F8A

group photo at e openin dinner (spore team )
me busy, stressed rembering e lines...
connie busy n stress too ...
from e left: hk, japan, japan, mongolia, me (pretty ugly thgh), hk, japan, thailand, phillipines, japan
japan group n macau

cold cold night

2006-12-17T07:05:00.000-08:00

Hi frens, here wif some infor abt my shanghai trip

me in studio recordin for a group song " our asean" singin e group song durin e competition
me solo song
ha same song
i decided to miss out e pics of my ballad song.. cos i hate e image ha

i really dont know wat to write.. jus update my frens on myself ya.. some pics here...

its been a very rewardin n interestin trip for me...though there are times tat r really stressful...

but i learned alot

will show more pics on e sights i took durin e trip when i not tired lo ya :)

not feelin very well.. gettin sick... musnt get sick ... need to work ...

BTW... check my salon link http://haarattic.bravehost.com

look for me for any hair services ya