...

...
sometimes life is so unassured
honestly speakin, it has been for a long time
i m jus tryin to b positive
n tats all i can do ... tellin myself to stay positive
but humans get tired at times dont we?
but after the tireness, we shall perk up n move on
i wan my faith back
i still have it, jus that i have to keep reminding myself of it.cos its so unsure now.
...
finally, i m gettin up earlier for a swim n tan today.thks for e sun to b tere
n glad to meet up my bro n xy for dinner -) n of cos get to c gan...who is always so ahppy go lucky.i tink i should learn more of tat yah.

gd luck

i m askin myself many questions recently
is it worth goin on?i dono
is it goin to work?i dono
but now i ve no choice but to go on
if things remains e same, i doubt so its gona work
i hope it will improve
me by my own, i haf limted strengths
i hope i can do more... n make it work. but i ve tried my best
mayb my best isnt gd enough?
i dono
i fear e future...
i fear wat will happen
but fear isnt bringin me anywhere
so don fear?
its hard not to
cos my future lies in tis
i dono
i guess not only me myself havin doubts
i told u ... but will u listen?
i hope u will b rite
all i can do is to haf faith n hope it all works.
all e best to tis

...

dono...
jus heard abt my close girl fren...
y ended?does everyting comes to an end?
i dono if its for everyones benefit.
i hope so.
life isnt e same anymore
n i wonder how long this will go on...
sometimes dont we jus wished to b a kid again?
eat, sleep, play is all we noe?
tinkin of tat makes me smile- finally :)
end of e day ... m i smiling?

spend all your time waiting for that second chance, for a break that will make it oki,
there is always a reason to feel not gd enough and its hard at the end of the day,
i need some distrcations, oh beautiful release, memory seeps from my veins,
let me be empty and weightless and mayb i will find some peace tonight,
in the arms of an angel, fly away from here, from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear, your are pulled from the wreakage of your slient riverie. you re in the arms of the angel, may you find some comort here, so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn, theres vultures n thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lie, that you make up for all that you lack, it dont make a difference, escaping one last time, its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh, this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees, you re in the arms of the angel,
may you find some comfort here

why?

it seems like god has play a joke on me
i haf achieve nothing
its all back to the start again
can i do it all over again?

i hope i can
i hope i can
i hope i can

thanks guys n gals... =)

hi guys n gals,
thanks for all e things u guys n gals done for my 25 birthday
i m really touched n happy :)
willnt forget e sentosa night- nice food, nice company
e sunday sentosa volleyball - nice play, nice sun, nice compnay
monday marche dinner- nice food, nice tok, nice company
its a nice fullfillin three days
THANKS


max

are u listening?

check her out

new album

reminds me of faye wong singing...

finally someone who can sing wif her soul

i willnt say u will like her songs in this album when u first listen to it

but after listenin it again n again

i love it...

its so full of live n tis is wat i call music

not commercial

not at all

http://www.doloresoriordan.ie/

sentosa- gone

tis is how e sentosa harbour looks like now

think its fully gone by now

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