10.20.2007

u r sweet/ u r not

i m happy u did sometin today
but does it mean tat tml will b fine?n all will b gd?
i dono
i m glad tat u still remb me
but does it mean tat tml will b fine?n all will b gd?
i dono
i m touch when u remb wat i like
but doesn it mean tat tml will b fine?n all will b gd?
i dono
i m relieve when u still care to sms me
but does it mean tat tml will b fine?n all will b gd?
i dono

its not tat i don need u.
its not tat i dun tink abt u.
its not tat i dun care.
its not tat i hate u.
its tat i dono wats e outcome.
its tat i cant see e road lay ahead of us.
its tat i cant bear to let go cos i dono wats right to do.
its tat i cant see us so unhappy all so many times.
its tat i wan to b happy.
n its tat i wan u to b happy too.
how to?
tell me, can someone tell me?
(i noe none haf e answer,only time will tell)


10.08.2007

questions?or facts?

moments of sweetness ...
endless of heartpain
is tis love?

9.18.2007

...

...
sometimes life is so unassured
honestly speakin, it has been for a long time
i m jus tryin to b positive
n tats all i can do ... tellin myself to stay positive
but humans get tired at times dont we?
but after the tireness, we shall perk up n move on
i wan my faith back
i still have it, jus that i have to keep reminding myself of it.cos its so unsure now.
...
finally, i m gettin up earlier for a swim n tan today.thks for e sun to b tere
n glad to meet up my bro n xy for dinner -) n of cos get to c gan...who is always so ahppy go lucky.i tink i should learn more of tat yah.

8.29.2007

gd luck

i m askin myself many questions recently
is it worth goin on?i dono
is it goin to work?i dono
but now i ve no choice but to go on
if things remains e same, i doubt so its gona work
i hope it will improve
me by my own, i haf limted strengths
i hope i can do more... n make it work. but i ve tried my best
mayb my best isnt gd enough?
i dono
i fear e future...
i fear wat will happen
but fear isnt bringin me anywhere
so don fear?
its hard not to
cos my future lies in tis
i dono
i guess not only me myself havin doubts
i told u ... but will u listen?
i hope u will b rite
all i can do is to haf faith n hope it all works.
all e best to tis