nobody will understand

nobody understand
i m not talking because i dont know what to say anymore
i m not talking because i dont know what should i say anymore
i m not talking because i dont know what can i say anymore
i m not talking because i dont know what can be done
so whats the point in talkin anymore.
so i chose to keep quiet
and i shall be quiet from now on.

jus not gd

havin nitemares
recieved bad news abt my frens
not don my work gd enough
feelin tired
not been happy
feelin empty
will i ever get a true fren?
will everyting b fine?
do i do gd for my work?
suddenly everytin seems so far away...
n i feel all by myself

i m jus F-ck up

very nice song...touchin melody

loh hor

its raining alot recently
where is e sun?
y so gloomy weather
i like rain
but i like e sun as well

london/paris

ahhh i look so ugly in tis pic...but its e only one tat has brian in it ... n david... we didn take any of yr pic leh...

y?

y do someone wake up in middle of e night wif all e dreams tat u wished didnt even come to yr mind?makes u feel so uptight n suffocating?
sometimes its not tat u didnt try hard enough... how ever hard u try, y it jus don seems right?
sometimes i will blame it on myself... cos mayb ,my hard isnt hard enough?
teres no right or wrong.
its jus differences.
is tat all?
is tere anytin more tat can b done?
sarah brightman...thks for addin on so much to my thoughts.
btw i jus bought sarah brightman latest album- symphony
it might not fit everyone elses taste.but its jus nice to listen to tis sort of music n voice at times...all high up n brings u far away
but when it all ends... u r back to where u r.
ha wat happen?n y m i so emo ... talia... we ve become e same kind of people

carry on n carry on n i will stay strong
(i will be with you( where the lost ones go) )

btw check tis out... nice fotos - www.sarah-brightman.com