hurt

its hurting
now tat it has come to tis, i wonder if it really gd?or jus a excuse tats easier to say - part


recently someone told me

"max
i can see tat u treasure alot the times u spend wif *
and also love * as who * is
but at the same time tere is alot of things tat u wish for, that * couldnt give u"

n someone else said
"max, i can see tat * love u alot"


i truely understand, y mus our character be so different?

i doesnt wana find tis missin pleasure somewhere else

Do u noe how i feel?

lost

come support me yah

i b doin a singin gig tis 3rd may
tickets goin at $6 wif one drink
let me noe if any of u guys keen yah ;)

we thght it will work

at e point when both of us c a pinch of hope
here comes e blindfold again
all i c is black ahead

tired of it
indeed i m

tryin to b happy here

friday

friday
its friday
guess many will b happy _)
i m tryin to
but it seems so diifcult
i jus wana do someting on tis fri nite
don wana head home after work
wat can i do?
i guess notin much i could do anyway
where has all my frens gone too?
i realise i haf very few frens
miserable

i miss her

y has it come to tis point of no return?

has it come to a point of no return?
e day i m so afraid of seems like comin very soon
nobody is doin anytin
cos nobody noes wat can b done
yes i miss tis
yes i don wana lose it
but wat can i do?
cos i noe its not workin
tats y i really dono wat i can do
can someone tell me wat to do?
i noe no one can tell me wat to do
my heart is so painful
but i cant show
i can show no one
i can tel no one
no point tellin
its really suffocatin
tats y i decided to write here.

nobody will understand

nobody understand
i m not talking because i dont know what to say anymore
i m not talking because i dont know what should i say anymore
i m not talking because i dont know what can i say anymore
i m not talking because i dont know what can be done
so whats the point in talkin anymore.
so i chose to keep quiet
and i shall be quiet from now on.